I was listening to a Christian internet radio station and the following song came up...its lyrics ring so true for me, remind me of what I so often forget about this relationship I have with God:

Nichole Nordeman - Holy
From the album Woven & Spun

How many roads did I travel
Before I walked down one that led me to You?
How many dreams did unravel
Before I believed in a hope that was true?
How long? How far?
What was meant to fulfill only emptied me still
And all You ever wanted�

Only me on my knees
Singing holy, holy
And somehow
All that matters now is
You are holy, holy

How many deaths did I die
Before I was awakened to new life again?
How many half truths did I bear witness to�
Til the proof was disproved in the end?
How long? How far?
What was meant to illuminate shadowed me still

And all You ever wanted�
All I have is gratitude to offer You